i always fear im one step behind.
quite sadly, that fear is not unfounded.
i AM one step behind, most of the time.
okay. so four things on my agenda today. yes.
i was reading someone's blog. the blogger's language was of those typical singaporean bloggers. horrid singlish spelling. terrible slang. it didnt really affect the fluency of the postings though, but it still made the english person inside me cringe. however, i was pleasently surprised yesterday. the blogger in question had written an well versed prose. for lack of a better word, its was 'cheem'. yet, its intention of being so compound was just to prove a point. how contradictory. still, undeniably, the good language was a joy to read.
it reminded me of max's blog. his entries are 'cheem', but in a different way. for the blogger, his entry was more of hard-to-comprehend words, while max's entries require more thought into the deeper meanings present.
i realise that if you got lost somewhere along the second line, i do not blame you. i have trouble expressing my thoughts coherently.
next. my horrid day. it started relatively well, with me actually waking up the first time the alarm rang. after that, it slowly became dismal. rather disappointing actually, i had such high hopes for my day.
well, i stepped into the bath to find that my shampoo was finished, requiring me to search for another bottle. after which, when i was getting out of the bath, i slipped on the wet floor, somehow managing to injure two of my fingers. [it feels as if they got caught between a door]
on the train to novena, a man stepped on my toe. and did not say sorry. it was really irritating, seeing someone so unconsiderate. novena was crowded. met pamela. met jo at novena square after, then headed to toapayoh interchange's macdonalds for lunch. and we met natalie there. did abit of the usual bitching and all.
did not meet derek to study in the end. =(
went down to marine parade comunity library for awhile to study. met max there, then they [jomax] went to parkway to buy shoes.
jo is an idiot. =D
ok, that was just a subversion[?]. ANYWAY. managed to do abit of work. organic chemistry. left starbucks at around 5.30pm. walking down the steps there, clumsy me managed to trip. how nice, its just so my day.
sian. im not gona type in proper english le. fuck it man.
some fucker stepped on my foot and never say sorry. KNNCBBC.
j,hfbvkxadfj fucking horrid.
told my parents my chinese grades. fuck la. my mum say its ok and all. dont need to retake. so i wont.
but later, fuck them la. keep complaining about how much tuition costs and how expensive and how if they didnt give us tuition they can go buy another fucking car. DONT COME AND SAY ITS OK THEN LATER BE A $%^#%&# AND SAY ALL THAT SHIT. want to scold then scold la. i can take it. i dont need you making me feel worse than i already do.
ughs. the book tiffy lent me gives me a headache. no off tiff, but its a lousy book.
'whatever makes you happy'
